happy birthday sister-sister..!!! (^O^)

happy besday sister.....!!!! today is my eldest sis birthday-25 (29/12) n belated besday for my sister number fouth-19 (23/12/).....may Allah bless u sis....

hohoho...for calebrate their besday...my sis want buy askrim cake from KIng CAke House at Kluang Mall..hohoho.so...today...my sis2 n i want to out for buy the cake..hangout with my sister2 n walking2 at Kluang Mall until the cake was done made very enjoyed...haha..talk about people around us n laugh2 at them..so funny...haha...then after the cake was done made...we back home n calebrate ate home with our family...hohoho...the askim cake was very delicious....i like it...!!! hahaha..so let us see the two of our besday gurlz..hehe..~

 

Jeng2..!!! The First Besday gurlz..is  my Eldest sister....a.k.a kak ira...hehe..

(29/12/1985)

Second Besday girls is my forth sister a.k.a kak ima..

her besday is 23/12/1991  but we calebrte a bit late coz want together2 with our eldest sis...

wahhhh...!!! mkn cake aiskrim dgn red doughnut...sdap nye....~ yummy2...!! hehe 

 ops...!!! siapakah budak kecikk ini,,??? haha...abaikn...~

sje je nk tunjukn lolipop tuh....hehe...ni first time beli lolipop sebesar uh. kat Kluang Mall..

huhuhu....actually dah lma mngidam nk mkn lolipop bsr ni..cme x berkesemptan je..huhu..then mse uh baru kuarkn duit dr bank...sbb kakak suh blnja cool blog...tros je bli lolipop ni...haha,,, 

*cehh..mntg2 nk keje..sje je nk abizkn duit yg ada ye ceja*..ish3..haha



p/s :  to you : sorry coz didn't reply ur msg...it's hurts so much when i have to try disappear from ur life... (T_T)

Allhamdllh....sy sudah dpt kerja...!!! (^_^)

wahhh...!!!! happynye sy hari ni...!!! rase nk lari maraton 100meter je...haha...
Setelah bersusah payah ceja pujuk ayah n mama supaya benarkn ceja keje...akhirnye...ceja dibenarkn jugak keje...tuh pun pd mule nye ceja bleh keje tp dgn syarat ceja kne keje skali dgn kakak ceja yg no 4 tuh iaitu lepasan STPM uh ....huhu  *ssh btol larr diorg nk lepaskn ank bongsu kesygn diorg ni keje*..ahakz..haha...mau nye x mogok ceja..yela..asyk2 kne terikat dgn keluarga...x leh nk berdikari lngsng..sbr je larr...huhu..but...then diam2 ceja cuba larr try apply keje melalui jiran ceja yg keje kat kedai2  beg..then setelah bebrapa mnggu mnggu..akhirnye ada khabar gembira dr dia..dia kta..ceja kne dtg jmpe bos dia arini...

so td....ceja try larr pi jmpe bos dia tuh...wahh..!! sngt x sngka yg bos  dia tuh sngtlah baik dan permah..even x bape reti nk ckp melayu...tp nsb baik leh gakk ckp mlayu *nmpk nye ceja kne bljr bhasa cina larr pas ni kn*..haha   then interview pny interview...akhirnye ceja dpt keje uh...hehe..bukan keje ape pun..just keje jaga kdai jual2 beg ,tali pnggng,dompen,cap n bla bla bla...huhu..ceja suke nk mntk keje kat situ sbb x nmpk pnt...sng je...just lyn customer lau ada..hehe..suke2...!! then...bos dia mmg sngt baik larr..mne tak nye..gaji yg ceja mntk sbg permulaan rm6oo then..dgn baik hati nye dia kata dia tmbh jd rm650...tuh pun klau ceja  x keje time holiday..lau time holiday..leh dpt double uh..then...klau ceja lma n bgus keje kat situ dia akan tmbh gaji..waaahhh...!! bagus nye...permulaan yg sngt baik bg seorg bekas pljar sekolah tnggi cm sy ni...hehe...
keje nye pun x lma...msuk dlm kol 11 o 11.30pg ...balik dlm kol 9.30 or 9.45 mlm...sempat lagi tuh nk kejar bas JOHORE MOTOR uh...*sy suke bos tuh lg sbb kwn sy kata...bos tuh suke dgn sy...dia kata sy ok..sbb tuh dia x ksah amik sy keje..hehehe(bos tuh prmpuan ye jgn slh anggp pula..) * ahakz,,haha

mybe dia suke sy sbb mseuh sy dtg mntk keje dgn wat muke cute cmni kot
 
cute x??? cute x??? bek cepat kata cute skunk..kalau x sy blash kamoo...ahakz...hahaha(perasan)

then mse blik gitau ayah td..nsb baik ayh x kata ape2..mybe dia bngga kot sbb ank dia ni leh dpt cari duit dgn hasil sndiri...n kakak sy tuh..sy suggest kn dia keje kat tmpt yg lbh kurang cm sy iaitu keje jual tdung...haha..ok larr tuh...syukur2..allhamdllh...x sbr nk stat keje 3.1.2011 ni..hehe...semangt btol sy nk mulekan keje ni...hope smngt ni akn kekal smpi sy nk smbg bljr nnty..amin...FIGHTING CEJA..!!! hehe...(^O^)

 

wahh....!!! semngat btol budak ni nk keje kn...ops..!! keje blom stat lg larr...tp smngt nk keje uh sngtlah berkobar2..  agak nye ape larr yg mama makn kn mse dia sedang mengandungkn sy smpikan leh lahir kn ank yg hyperactive cmni....btw...thankz kat mama n ayah coz telah melahirkn seorg  ank yg sentaisa

bersemngt,happening n yg pling pntg...cute ini...ahakz..!! haha...(perasan)

huh..pnt membebal kat sni...tp ilng gakk bosan..harap maap...budak ini mmg suke membebel di ruangn ini...so layan kn je larr ye..~ haha...akhir entry ini...sy sediakn pari2 yg comel ini untuk mnyeri hidupan korank yg sudi baca bebelan sy ini....wink3...hehe

 

p/s : dia still sebukk....ataupun......mahu menjauhkn diri dr ku..?? urmmm...huhuhu....

yeahhh...!!!!! sy lulus JPJ kete...hohoho..!! (^O^)

wow...!!! akhirnye...!! sy dah lulus JPJ kete...hohoho.!!test JPJ nye smlm iaitu Rabu 22/12/2010..tp dsbbkn penat+mlz tahap dewa nk update blog ni...tuh yg trtngguh arini...huhuhu...

Allhamdllh..syukur sngt2 coz x sngka ceja akan dpt test JPJ kete dgn beberapa org JPJ yg sngguh baik hati...ouh...!! sy suke larr dgn JPJ2 tuh...sngt baik n peramah..sy dah jatuh cinta larr sama mereka2 *glerr btol ceja  ni..xpsl2 jtuh cinta dgn JPJ sbb diorg bg lulus je...haha* tuh...hahaha

mne x jatuh cinta nye ceja pd diorg...yela...diorg tuh sngtlah bertimbg rase n peramah dgn ceja...x mcm org2 ckp..rmai kata jpj grang larr..straight larr..tegas larr...tp bg ceja..diorg larr yg trbaik..!! haha..nk tau x knp ceja leh puji tahap dewa JPJ2 uh...??? the story was begin..~(haha cter lg)

ok2...ceja kata diorg baik sbb...mse first2 ceja nk test uh...ceja mmg risau sngt2..mne tak nye..dah larrrr dpt no giliran 74 dr 74 org...org last tuh..!! huhu...msetuh ceja asyk kata yg malang nye ceja coz leh dpt no last..yela..org kta biase lau dpt no nk last2 JPJ dah pnt n dia bg fail je..frustt jugakk r mse tau dpt no last uh..huhu..tp..x sngka no yg ceja kata mlang ni larr no yg bertuah n bgus utk ceja... nk tau knp..??hehe

cter nye cmni..mse nk test bahagian 2 tuh iaitu " TEST NAIK BUKIT, PARKING N TIGA PENJURU " disebabkn ceja terlalu neves n kete yg dia bg bwk tuh pown x best..ceja pown cube larr wat first test iaitu nek bukit...skali x msuk garisan kn..ya allah...betapa takotnye msetuh coz x lulus...tp nsb baik kn second chance utk bukit..so..jpj uh suh larr undur kn kete n wat semula...dah larr minyak nye kne tekan kuat2 baru jalan...mmg cuakkk r...bile second chance...ceja try wat bukit lg...but..dsbbkn terlalu neves sngt...ceja pown pi berhentikn kete uh trlalu awal n x msuk sngt kat garisan kot..(xtngk pown..sepatutnye kne tngk..heee~)
sepatutnye x lulus uh,,,but ceja dgr jpj2 uh bncg..:


JPJ cm tua sket : "xmsuk nie dikk"
JPJ muda n hensem..hahaha..: " boleh larr ni kot..msuk larr sket..tp lau ngundur sket ni dah fail k..so x leh ngundur walau sket pown eh...ok2..bole jalan.."

ya allah...!! bile dgr JPJ yg muda..kacak lg bergaya uh bekup n tlong ceja bg lulus..betapa lega nye ceja..but still neves utk wat prking pulakk..huhu..then mse kat prking pulakk..ceja bole lupe skill yg org tuh ajar..mau nye trputar2 sterng uh coz lupe..cuakk glerr siut...but nsb baik kat situ dia bg time..so ceja kembali kpd keadaan asl n buat blik...allhmdllh..~ bole pown..lega2...nsb baik mse ckup..huhuhu....then mse test 3pnjuru..nsb baik berjlan dgn lancr n kete x gerak...(tiba2 teringt kat mamat kerek yg sblom ceja uh...muke pny larr kerek mse nk test uh..last2 mse kat 3pnjuru dia fail coz kete dia tergerak sket....mse bnyik wisel mngatakn dia fail..muke dah bengang glerr kn mse kuar kete uh..pdn muke..spe suh kerek sngt..hahaha~ *kejam gakk ek ceja ni...haha..!!.)

then...bile dah abiz je wat bahagian 2 uh..ceja pown pi larr kat pndk JPJ uh utk amik result ceja...hohoho..!! sngt lega bile dia kata lulus..dia kata "sepatut nye adk ni leh x lulus tau coz td x msk garis sngt...tp kami bg lulus sbb adk x ngundur.." hohoho..terharu glerr bile dgr dia kata cmtuh...then smpt lagi dia inteview ceja sket2 n tny pasl spm cmne coz lau x slap ceja larr stu2 nye budak yg umo 17 thn yg amik test mse uh..kbnykkn nye sume umo 20 bile ceja tny..tp nsb baik dpt gakk kwn2 gitu..hehe..lg,tny pasl ayh keje ape larr n suh bljr btol2...haha..(nie mcm dah nk mngushar je)..tp nsb baik JPJ uh muda n bergaya dgn spec hitam dia uh..haha..sy suke kamo JPJ..!! (mengom..~)

allahmdllh mseuh dh leps bahagian 2..mmg agak lega n sng hati sket..then..mse nk tnggu bagian 3 iaitu jalan raya pulakk..huhu..pny lah lmbt..mau nye smpi ptg ...huhu..agak sdey bile tnggl sorg2 coz kwn2 sume dah test..smpi nk nanges ceja mse tunggu turn uh coz takot nme nye dia lupe nk pnggl....then..selespas beberapa jam kemudian...~ akhirnye no 74 dipnggl juga...then kne msuk kat kete D..mse msuk uh...ceja wat larr muka "comel" kat JPJ uh mse bg slm..hahaha..sje je..nsb baik JPJ nie pown peramah..hahaha...dia siap ajak borak2 lg mse test jln raya..ceja pown sje r amik aty layankn je (dlm hati : kacau fokus ak je)..haha.. JPJ nie sngt mesra alam r...n siap berloyar buruk lg dgn ceja..waaaa...~ sngguh x sngka...ingtkan JPJ ni garang n straight..haha..lg kacau org nk fokus memandu ada r...then ceja x lalu pown laluan yg sepatutnye ceja lalu coz dia dah suruh belok tmn perumahn n patah blik..ingtkn fail ape....tp upe2 nye dia dah tngk skill ceja bwk kete cm dah ok..tuh yg tros suh pth balik...haha....bile dt tau je ceja lulus...!! rase excited glerr smpi rase nk plok2 je JPJ uh..ahakz..hahaha....thankz r kat JPJ2 yg baik hati uh n x lupe jgakk kat tnaga pngjr sin meng yg dah ajar ceja bwk kete dgn sbr...huhuhu...past ni mungkin x kn mersa bwk kete lg smpi dah ada kete sndiri dah sbr nnty...sdey2...ape2 pown..sy dah jatuh cinta sma JPJ2 uh..!! ahakz..hahaha..*mood tgh bengong*

 

ok...cmni larr lbih kurang kertas ujian uh..ceja dpt 18/20..huhu...2 markh ilang sbb ceja x lmbt bg signal n x pndai kawl brekk tgn...huhuhu..

(pic ni ceja dpt dr pak cik google) (^_^)

p/s : kami semakin jauh...semkin renggang...semakin janggal...semakin mnjadi strangers antara stu sma len...huhuhu...mendoakan agar dia bahagia di smping org yg suke dia tuh...~ 

*malang nye larr kamoo nie ceja..gadis yg amat kasihann mnyedihkn*(T_T)

Last hangout with URG..! (^_^)

huhuhu...yesterday i got a msg from y bff pika...she ask me to hangout today..huhu..mula nye mmg ceja berasa amat2 lahh mlz utk kuarr arini..lgpn dgn keadaan yg tgh kering skunk ni mmg amat sukar utk sy kuar...but..dsbbkn x mo menghampakn my bff ni...i'm agree to hangout with her n the others..

mule2 ingtkan kami 4org je yg leh kuar iaitu ceja, ecah,esya n pika...tp...tnpa disngka tika iaitu slh sorg ahli URG pun boleh turut serta,...ya allah..!! betapa gembira nye ceja bile dpt tau yg dia pown akn turut serta coz dia ni lah satu2 ahli URG yg agak ssh utk join kami setiap kali plan nk kuarr..hohoho...

seperti yg dijanjikn nk jmpe kol 12...tp dsbbkn mslah bas awm yg lmbt uh....dlm 12.40 baru smpi..then pika dlm kol 1 baru smpi..haha..ni larr dia jnji melayu...smpi2 je..x sngka masih ada sorg yg akan join iaitu kwn pika..si Qiladah...even dia nie bukan ahli URG..kami still lyn dia dgn baik coz ibarat dia ni menggntikn shafira si ur yellow larr yg x dpt hadir coz berada di kota....huhuhu...kami pun mula plan nk pergi jaln2 ke mna....perkara pertama yg kteorg nk wat of coz larr karoka..hohoho..!! happy  nye...~ then kami cuba larr ajak UR white iaitu fana utk ajak kuar skali coz kemungkinan dia mau ikot wlaupn kata nye penat baru blik dr kl....tp dsbbkn rmai yg kuarr FANA pown setuju larr utk keluar skali...hohoho..rmai nye yg hangout...seronok sngt2...tp still sdey sbb ur yellow a.k.a fiera x ada..huhu...

kami pown jalan2 larr kat KLUANG PARADE tuh n ikot ke mana kaki kami nk pegi..hohoho...
huhuhu....mlz nk membebel pnjg2 lg dahh...tngk je lar pic2 yg kami sempat amik td..hehe..

 

first aktiviti kami ialah...men game kete...hehehe

(ceja dpt no3 jewp..huhu)

 

with tika, esya,ecah,pika n qilad..

(mseni fana x dtg lg..huhu)

 dan semesti nye KAMI karoka...hohohoh...

 mimpi ape ntah tiba2 ada yg bg idea nk men bowling...

ceja join jewp..tp.....kalah trukk..!! huhu T_T

last aktiviti....huhuhu..of coz larr mkan..!!! yummy2...hehehe :))

p/s : xsempat nk membebel pnjg2 coz kne tdo awl utk test jpj kete sok..huhuhu..neves nye...u cn do it ceja..!! fighting...!!! huhuhu

The great last memory with my classmate..!!

wow..!!! i'm so happy today coz have a great time with my beloved classamath "5IT"...huhu..mybe this is our last time meet for this holiday..after this mybe hard for us to meet again coz everyone busy with their work...huhu.reaally misss this class...

ermm...jamuan klz utk kli terkhir nie kteorg wat kat DIAMOND HILL KLUANG...huhu..snggt sdey coz x ramai yg dtg...dak2 URG n dak2 OSTEL sume x dtg....ceja sorg jewp wakil dr URG yg dtg..tuh pown jamun nye stat kol 10..tp ceja dtg kol 1 lbey coz ada klz mndu kete..huhu...sgan jgakk coz dtg lmbt..ingtkn x nk dtg tp dsbbkn nnti ape  pulakk kta diorg..ceja cuba jugakk utk dtg..but mse dtg uh cikgu dah blik..sdeynye sbb x sempat nk jmpe ckg..huhu...

wlaupn dtg lmbt...but nsb baik sempat jugakk men air..hahaha..bestnyew...~ dah lma x pi holiday n men air..dah lma sngt2...huhu.mklumlah dsbbkn SPM holiday sume dibatalkn..sdey2..parentz pulakk asyk x sempat je nk abwk pi bercuti....ermm..x pe..dah biase..~ huhu..

Btw...ceja enjoy sngt2 kat sna...happy glerr dgn diorg...cayunk mereka2 sume..!!!

yeahhh...!! that's me at DIAMOND HILL...hehehe...(^_^)

gurlz yg telah mejayakn jamuan : bebe,nurul,mirae,naffiz,bella,ira,nazura,mariana n raihana..

dak2 kalz lelaki yg join : qhidir,syafiq ikie,,muaz,fadd,boy n nolex,

wow..!!! mem air gelongsor..!! best..!!!!

sdap nye mkn mee sup..yummy2..!!! (^_^)

hahha....ape larr...bersepah2...  =="

with assistant class 5IT-bebeyana..(^_^)

hohoho...that all for today...thankz yeahh u all coz give me the sweet memory that i will never forget today...huhu..i gonna miss u all so much...luv u all..!! (^_^)

p/s : huhu..where is AA..?? so long never heard new from AA...huhu..today u just give me a one nice msg..huhu..hope u will never forget about me...really miss u so much..!!huhuhu

SPM oh SPM....!!! [ 23/11/2010 - 09/12/2010 ]

warrrgggghh..!! SPM...!!! cuak nye....~OH TIDAK..!! SPM dah dekat sngt dah ni....!! huhu...tnggl 2 ary je lagi....pntyew otak nie nk mghafal n fahamkn topic2 yg ssh utk difahami ni..huhu...ya allah...cpt larr abizkn mse SPM nie..dah x snggup nk tnggu lama2...huhu..ermmm.....wlaupn dlm busy2 study ni..x sngka kn ceja still sempat lg meng update blog ni kn...huhu...ermm...ok2...kat sni ceja nk mntk maap kat sume rakan2 blogger yg mngenali diri ceja ni klau ceja ada terwat slh o terkasar bahasa spnjg ceja berblogging di blog kalian2 sume ye..ceja nk mntk maap jugakk klau ada follower yg dah follow blog ceja but ceja x follow back ke...*ermm..yg tuh mybe sbb follower tuh x tngglkn link blog o cmmnt kot sbb uh ceja x leh nk follow back..huk3..*...mntk doakan supaya ceja leh jwb SPM nie ye...ermm....nmpk nye terpkse larr mnghentikan kerja2 meng update blog ni wat semtara waktu...insyallah lau ceja ada mse nnty update lah blog ni..lau x kne tnggu smpi abiz SPM larr jwb nye...huhuhu...bye2 blog kesygn ku..akan berswang larr kamo past ni...huuu...~ (T_T)

SPM...!!!

Identiti calon yang tertera pada slip peperiksaan..

: : Nama calon:  NORSYAIZA BT NOOR MOHD ALI

: : Angka giliran : JC006A1**

: : Sekolah: JEB2037- Sekolah Tinggi Kluang,Johor

: : No IC: 930716-06-56**

: : Agama: Islam

: : Jantina: Perempuan

: : Mata pelajaran yg dimbil : BM, BI, SJ, PAI, MM,Addmth,Chem,Fzk, P.Akaun, ICT

: : Jumlah Matapelajaran : 10

Sedang sibukk study di Library Awam Kluang..

Go ceja...!!! study2....!!!

YEAHH...!! 10A+..!!!! AJA2..!! FIGHTING CEJA...!!!! (^O^)

Jadual SPM yg akan ceja duduki :

Minggu Pertama :

: : Selasa [ 23/11/10]

 Bahasa Melayu 1 (8.00pg-10.15)

Bahasa Melayu2 (2.00ptg-4.30ptg)

: : Rabu [ 24/11/10 ]

Bahasa Inggeris 1 (8.00pg-9.45pg)

Bahasa Inggeris 2 (10.30pg-12.45t/hari)

: : Khamis [ 25/11/10 ]

Sejarah 1 (8.00pg-9.00pg)

Sejarah 2 (10.00pg-12.30t/hari)

Minggu Kedua :

: : Isnin [ 29/11/10 ]

Mathematics 1 (8.00pg-9.15pg)

Mathematics 2 (10.00pg-12.30t/hari)

Information Communication n Technology (ICT) (2.00ptg-4.30ptg)

: : Selasa [ 30/11/10 ]

Pendidikan Islam 1 (8.00pg-10.00pg)

Pendidikan Islam 2 (11.15pg-12.55t/hari)

: : Rabu [ 01/12/10 ]

Additional Mathematics 1 (8.00pg-10.00pg)

Additional Mathematics 2 ( 2.00ptg-4.30ptg)

: : Khamis [ 02/12/10 ]

Physics 1 (8.00pg-9.15pg)

Physics 2 (10.00pg-12.30t/hari)

Physics 3 (2.00ptg-3.30ptg)

Minggu Ketiga :

: : Isnin [ 06/12/10 ]

Chemistry 1 ((8.00pg-9.15pg)

Chemistry 2 (10.00pg-12.30t/hari)

Chemistry 3 (2.00ptg-3.30ptg)

: : Khamis [ 09/12/10 ]

Prinsip Akaun 1 (11.15pg-12.30t/hari)

Prinsip Akaun 2 (2.00ptg-4.30ptg)

Then...yeahhh...!!! MERDEKA...!!! hahaha...

wish me luck ye kwn2...jgn lupe doakn ceja upaya bleh kwab SPM ni k...huhuhu....ok2..bye2..mau study...huhu

celebrate besday ultra red a.k.a Atika..(^_^)

hohohoh....!! happy n enjoy sngt arinie....dlm sebuk2 kteorg study utk SPM yg bakal mnjelang nie...smpt lg kteorg  plan calebrate besday adik bongsu URG kteorg iaitu tika....allhamdllh..bersyukur kpd Allah coz segala plan yg mahu dijalankn arinie berjalan dgn lancar..actually besday dia 10/11 iaitu smlm..but dsbbkn smlm sume x sek sbb ada hari anugerah cemerlang kat sek...do trpkse ditangguhkn arinie..hehe..best sngt2 ble brjaya kne besday gurlz smpi nk mnagis dibuatnye,..hohoho...

hahaha..mne x nye....dia terpkse diberi pilihn utk smbut besdy antara kwn2 URG dia o pkwe dia *eh...dah pkwe ke?? hahaha.,.enth larr diorg..*

then akhirnye...lps tngk dia cm nk nnges...kteorg pun muncul..sbnrnye kteorg mmg nk smbt skali sma2...haha...best tngk dia terkjut coz ingtkn kteorg dah blik umah sbb majok dgn dia coz pkwe dia desak smbut besday dgn dia..hahaha..best2...happy sngt2 ble plan nk knekan besday gurlz mnjadi...

ermmm...ok2...mlz nk membebel pnjg2 lg....yokk larr kite tngk pic sajewp...first skali meh sy introkn dlu besday gurlz yg uh...tadaaa..!!

nie larrrr  si cute besday gurlz tuh...nme dia tika...

dia nie adk bongsu URG...

HAPPY BESDAY TIKA..!! KTE SYG TIKA..!!! muahhh..!! hehe

nie larr kek besday dia...yummy2...sdapnyew...hehehe

URG dgn besdy gurlz..ceja SYG kamoo sume...!!! (^O^)

opsss...!!! no cmmnt....alololo...sweetnye diorg nie nk bersuap2..jeles seyh tngkkn....hahaha..

besday gurlz with dak2 hostelist...azue,bella,nora n aida...

ops...!!! siapakah budakk ini,,,hahaha...

p/s : 내가 당신을 너무 그리워 ...!!!

ermm...i'm really2 miss ur old self frendz.... (T_T)

huhuhu....don't know what is the problem but i think...there was something not right here....huhu...but i just can pretend all will be alright...huhuhu...so tired with all kind of this...pretend just like nothing happend around me...so hard....huhuhu..just make me feel more hurt n more horrible,..

argghhh...just cool ceja...!! i know u can through it....

but i'm feel so tired with all kind of this...

i want we back just like before....

i love our frendship very much...

but...u have change many things larr gurls...

huhu...reallly miss ur old self...

really miss my laugh frendz...

really miss ur smile...

really miss ur cute face when u laugh...

but now...i think i just lost it...

that guys was change u many things..

i hate him so much...!!!

just becoz of him...

u forget how to smile..

u forget how to laugh..

u forget about our frendship....

u forget about me..

u forget about my feeling...

u forget about our frendz,,,

n u forget about everything around u...(T_T)

ermmm....i really2 hope that i can understand ur situasion..yeahh..people in love..they must be not aware about theirself...about their changed...mybe that was right what one of our frendz tell me that " PEOPLE CHANGE " ...yeahh..that why u change....~ huhuhu...i hope u will quickly wake up n aware from ur dream..huhu...i afraid to lose u my best2 frendz...really miss ur old self.....~ (T_T)



p/s :  그에게 ... 내가 당신을 사랑 해요 ..하지만 ... 난 정말 당신을 기다리는 널 잊어하려고하기 때문에,,, 내가 정말 미안해 피곤 해요 ..huhuhu... (T_T)

boring day....bljr teori memandu kete..

huhuhu....arinie awl pg just wake up cam biase..se awl 7 pg dah bgun coz tngk dgr bnyk bsing ayh pi nk pi keje...7pg..?? haha..subuh?? ops...!! bkn xsbuh k..but cuti smentara jewp...hehe...

ermm..arinie sume org kat umah nk kuarr..kak1 ada camping utk ckg2 sek..
kakak2 nk pi library..
n mama..nk pi pasar..
then ceja..??? huhuhu...nsb baik ada appointment dgn ecah n fana utk study kat library sma2...huhu...so xde larr kne dok umah sorg2...huhuhu...~

smpi library...arinie nie study cm biase..kteorg wat study group akaun...huhu...pening pale...ble sume x phm soaln uh...otak sume dah blurr n jem....nsb baika ada si nolex yg pakar uh....terpkse brjln ke dia utk tny soaln...huhu...

then...kol 12 dah kne gerakk pi tempat kelaz memandu...huhu..arinie ayh suh pi kelaz teori slma 3 jam..kata ayh..biarr larr ceja dahulu kn lesen L dlu..pahal arini dah larr ada tusyen chemstry...terasa sngt2 lahh rugi x pegi wlaupn tusyen tuh membosankn....ceja dipkse oleh ayh suh amik lsen kete awl2..sdey btol...ceja nk tnggu past SPM...tp kata ayh nnty dia pny lthn mkin lma pulakk..ceja yg dok blurr2 x phm stu nie pown ikotkn je larr....dlm aty dok pkir gakk " wat pe amik lsen awl2...sdangkn lesen moto yg dah P tuh pown mmg bleh dikira bpe kali je digunakn...nie kat pulakk nk amik lsen kete...aigoo..~

then arini pi teori slama 3 jam..dah larr kat situ ceja x de kwn...sensorg je...bengang btol...org2 len sume dah tngk smcm..huhu....x suke nye kne amik lsen kete awl2..rase serabut je..coz kn ken pkir psl kete lg..SPM lg..argghh..terase sngt2 tertekan...!! hhuhuhu (T_T)

then td mse kat kelaz teori...dah larr kne tngggu lama....pastu kelaz tuh sejam je...bosann...~
lg dua jam dia suh tnggu n wat je ape2 yg ptot...bertambah2 bosannn...~
jam menunjukn kol 3.30...tusyen baru stat...lau ceja pi tusyen akaun mseuh msty dah dpt sket ilmu...ish3..
tp nsb baik ceja bwk keje akaun..so sempat larrr lg wat latihan akaun kat situ...
dak2 len tngk dah plekk...siap tny lg.."tgh jwb ujian ape"
haha...ceja pndg n snyum kn je dgn lidah kelu x tau nk ckp ape...~ huu~

ermm..esk pulakk dah kne practicle 3 jam utk kete...dah larr ceja x tau papew pasl kete ni...
huhuhu..x tau cmne nk hadapi ary esk...
semoga hari esk berjalan dgn lancar....huhuhu...~

SPM..?? erm....allhmdllh ceja sudah hampir nk bersedia...
tp still x abiz study...huhuhu..cuak nye...

lagi 28 ary je lg nk SPM...cuaknye...~ huhuhu...

가끔 난 항상 당신 가까이 기억 ..

하지만 ... 때마다 당신은 기억하고 싶은 것 ...

난 내가 당신 곁에 있었는지라고 생각 밖으로 난 빠르게 통과

당신이 내 마음을 닫으 못할 수도있는 동안 ...

난 니가 싫어 ...!! 당신은 날 더 비참하게 만들지 .. (T_T)

sy x suke dia...!! tp dia suke awk..???

                                        

          : : sy x suke dia sebab....dia orang dr sana...

          : : sy x suke dia sebab....dia pandai...

          : : sy x suke dia sebab....dia suke belajar...

          : : sy x suke dia sebab....dia budak baik..

          : : sy x suke dia sebab....dia budak nerd..

          : : sy x suke dia sebab...dia pakai spec..

          : : sy x suke dia sebab...dia x kisah dgn pndgn org len...

          : : sy x suke dia sebab..dia pakai baju sekolah...

          : : sy x suke dia sebab....dia berani...

    : : Tp ape yang sy paling x suke tentang dia sebab....DIA SUKE AWK...!!!

Mereka kata dia suke awak...tp awk suke dia ke..????

but...ape yang pling penting...kakak awk suke dia...urmmm2...

  HUH..! SAYA X SUKE DIA LAR...!!

p/s : hahaha...ape yg ceja dok merapu-rapu nie????? xphm2???? hahaha

hahaha....jmpe cinta monyet mse kcik2 dlu kat fb...

ermmm..pejam celik pejam celik...x sdar lngsng yg arinie dah  hari jumaat....hohoho...leganyew bile dah past 4 paper utk trial spm mnggu nie..tp..tuh baru paper yg thap sederhana ssh pny..blom lg thap yg glerr ssh...huhu..paper yg glerr ssh tuh pny mnggu dpn dah stat...cuaknyew...but now...time utk rehatt jap...mlz nk pkir psl exam wat beberapa jam..hohoho...so...kite enjoy...!!! hahaha...

ermmmm...arinie jumaat..?? slalu nmpk nmpk meka..tp harinie x nmpk mereka pulakk...btng idung mereka pown x nmpk..huhuhu...miss my lovely frendz tuh...hohoho...

then....skunk nie..tgh syok brblogging smbil on9 fb...tba2..dpt stu frendz request lg...huhu..mlz nye nk approve lau org x knl...uper2nye explore pny explore spe org tuh...larrr....!!! DIA..!! hahahaha....cinta monyet ceja, mse kcik2 tuh...haha..but now dah x eh..no more love in my life now until i'm finished my spm..cewahhh....hahaha....dlu kcik2 mmg x matang kn..klkr plakk ble dok pkir2 psl kngn mse kcik2 dlu..hahaha....tp sume dah berubah..kwn2 bek ceja dlu pown ceja dah x contact...diorg pown bkn nk cntct ceja...bile tny npe x cntct...nnty alasan nye msty cmni "malu lahh...syaiza dak stk,kteorg dak sek biase je" hahaha...nonsense pny alsn larr kwn...sek tuh sume sma k..x de bezanyew...huhu..kite sume dah bnyk berubah...bile jmpe pown mke dah len...dah x knl dahh...lau dlu mse kcik2 mke cm dak hingusn..skunk dah bsrr..sume dah  cantik..dah lawa...dah kacak..n dah hensem...ermm..manusia mmg semakin matang...nk tau cmne rupa dia skunk???

jeng3..!!!! hahaha...more matured than dlu larrr..hahaha...dah cm stalker larr pulakk amik pic dr fb dia ni n ltakk kat blog..*pic nie bukan ceja yg edit ye* ..haha..for everybody...x de meaning ape pown ceja ltakk pic nie k..just terkenang kn zmn kecik2 dlu je..hik3

p/s: hahaha...lau abg ceja nmpk pic nie...mati ceja....hehehe...to abg shahniz ...adk ltak pic nie sje je k...jgn nk dok cmmnt2 ye *coz dia nie rajin explore blog ceja*...hahaha..(siap promote link blog abg ceja tuh..so,pada spe yg rajin..singgh larr blog dia ye..blog dia mmg menarik..wink3)

hahahaha....antara perbualan ceja..dia n oyon..kamii..kwn2 mse kcik2 dlu...hohoho...tba2 rendu plakk zmn sek2 ren dlu...hahhaa...mmg klkr ble dok ingtkn blik betapa x matang nye kite mse kcik2 dlu...kecik2 dah pndai men cinta2 mnyet eh...men bg2 surat...hahaha...first skli ceja dpt surat dlu dr dia larr..bukan surat ayt2 jiwang ape..tp surat trtliz lgu arwah acik spin tajuknye zarina n dia gntikan dgn nme "syaiza" *msetuh lgu arwah acik spin femes tau* krya bdk gemokk kat sek tuh...hahaha...mmg merepekk glerr..tp best tuh...baru2 msuk kat sek tu n jd pljr baru kat situ dah dpt surat cinta kn..hahhaa....klkrr je...

p/s: urmmm...papew pown..AD still in my mind tau...huhuhu...

a short massage for all my goodfrendz...(^_^)

yeahhh....!!!  i'm feel very2 happy for this two days holiday.. my all good frendz was back to their home..i'm so happy can chat with u all...ermm...don't know why..everytime u all back home...i'm feel very excited..n for this two day...i'm not fell bored langsung...mke ceja x pnh lengkang dgn syumn since kamoo2 pulang....best borak2 dgn kamoo..knekan kamoo...n gaduh2 dgn kamoo..huhuhu....but today...as usually u all have to back to ur "PENJARA"...and i..?? will back to the normal life..huhu...x bestnyew...sdey2...huhuhu....btw good luck for ur sbp trial yeahh..i wish u all will do the best for this trial..n wish me too k...huhuhu...goodbye frendz...hope after this...we can chat again..n hope our frendship will stay forever...huhuhu..(T_T).

p/s: now..i have to go for tusyn larr pulakk...xsmpt bk ucapkn slmt jln kat kamoo2 sume...ermm...anyway...take care of urself yeahh frendz..see u for the next holiday... (^_^)

ermmm...papew ntah dak2 klaz ceja nie.. :0

ermmm....hari nie kat sek ada jamuan mkn2 sket sempena nk mnymbut awl ramadhan sok...then dak2 nie sume dah wat announcements smlm spaya kami2 bwk mknn utk jmuan arine....pehh..ceja pnylah bersemngt nk bwk mknn utk jmuan nie..n siap bli air n kropok2 lg tuh..skali dtg2 sek je td..sume dak2 nie lehh plakk x bwk kn...kwn ceja iaitu ikie n bella pown trkilan btol dgn sikap diorg...kteorg pnylah smngt glerr nk bwk..diorg blehh plakk wat bodo je kn...SELFISH btol r korank..!! ..pastu ada plakk yg blehh bg alasn "ak x bwk...umah ak x de mknn larr, n mcm2 lg r.." then..ada sorg yg x tau malu tuh...siap tny2 lg kteorg bwk pe n dia nk mntk nnty..tp diri sndiri x bwk...selekeh jew...then mse rehat...org tgh nk mkn2..yg x bwk tuh blehh plakk nk mnyibuk2....hahaha..korank mmg x tau malu ek..!! huh..!! geram btol ceja dgn sikap diorg tuh..last time yg diorg nk amik berat psl hal cmni..mse jmuan last year...tuh je..then..pastu lau wat ape2 aktiviti..sume x beri kerjasma lnsng..!!..papew ntah....!!!

huhuhu..nie larr kli terkhir diorg tuh x selfish...huhuhu..

then...arinie kat sek mmg syokk coz ckg rmai  x msuk...wahh..bestnyew..dpt rilex2 sket...huhu..ape larr kamoo nie ceja...trial dah nk dkatt..tp still men2 lg...ceja..study larr..!! aja2 fighting...!!!

warrrghhh..!!! sy x mo jd tnggi lg..!! huhuhu.. (T_T)

hohoho..arinie nie ceja bgun pg dgn sngguh bersemngt...mklumlahh.. dah puas tido lma2 mlm td setelah seharian pnt pi bengkel chemis smlm..huhu..n lg stu reason ialah sbb last nite..ceja dpt call dgn AD...huhuhu.. AD call mse tgh2 mlm..ceja dah tido awl mlm td..tp dsbbkn terdgr bnyik hnst ceja yg sngt kuat dr blik kat atas..ceja trus trjaga n bergagas lari naik ats utk dptkn hnst...smpi bergegar tgga umah tuh di buatnyew...hohoho..mle2 mse ceja nk angkt tuh tba2 hnst nyew dah mati..ada 2 mzkl dr AD dua kli,,,pastu AD x call lag...trkilan nyew..huhu..nsb baik x lma kmudian AD call lg...wahh..happy sngt2 dpt borakk dgn AD wlaupn skjp je...sshnyew dpt kwn yg jrang dpt contact....huhuhu...

then...arinie tsyn cm biase...pnt2...dr kol 9 smpi 1.30 tnpa henti...huhu..tp td...kat tsyn terjadi stu kejadian yg wat ceja rse sngt2 malu...huhu..bkn kejadian ape pown...tp...td sorg dak llki tsyn tuh..disbbkn ceja terlalu tnggi n halang pemandgn dia yg pendek sket yg berada kat blkg ceja utk tngk dpn trus bertukarr tmpt ddk len sbb x nmpk dsbbkn ketinggian ceja mnghalang pmndgn dia...then dia leh pulakk trlps ckp cmni " hah..!! kat sni nmpk pown" the.. mnyebabkn dak2 len sume terdgr n tergelakk sbb dia ckp cmtuh..huhu..FF,AF,AR,TK n sume2 larr dak2 tsyn dah ktawa2 gelakkn kejadian tuh...then ceja dah kebengangn n malu glerr2 coz gara2 ceja terlalu tnggi..ceja dah block pndgn dia...malunyew ble dia wat cmtuh...n sume dak2 gelakkn ceja..warrrggghh...!!! ceja dah x mo jd tnggi lg larr cmni...huhuhu...dak2 tsyn jahtt...!! ceja x ske diorg...huhuhu.. (T_T)

hah..!!! tngk larr nie...lau nk snap pic dgn kwn2 pown ceja trpkse bongkok kn diri sket sbb trlalu tnggi..warggghh...tension gakk jd tnggi nie...huhuhu...

ape yg perlu dibuat dgn budakk ni..??

arrgghh..!!! marah2...tba2 rase nk marh sngt2 nie...huhuhu...sbr ceja..sbr....

ermmm...ape yg kite harus rase ble  kita dpt thu ada org mngutuk or kta se ertinye mnghina kite kat org len, blkg2 kite??? then bile kat dpn2..knon2 baik larr dgn kite smpi pijak semut pown x mati...

adakah perasaan ni yg harus di rasekn???

: : marah n geram sngt2.??

: : klau jmpe bdk yg dok mngata2 tuh esk...rase nk lempang2 je..??

: : mnyumpah2 bhsa2 yg kesat kat org tuh..???

: : di sbbkn trlalu terhina dgn penghinaan tuh smpi rase nk nangis..(T_T)???

: :otak rase tnsion sngt2 dok pkirkn penghinaan itu sbb sblom nie x pnh rase sebegitu hina..??

n lastnye : : disbkkn rase trhina glerr2 dgn mereka2 smpi  leh ckp cmni "aku x kn maapkn diorg dinia akhirat"

huhuhu...tu sume larr yg ceja rasekn mse mle si FF kntoiikn tntg gelaran yg dak2 llki kat klz tuh bg utk ceja....sblom nie ceja x tau pown yg ceja digelar sebegitu rupa..x sngka btol dlm diam ceja leh dpt gelaran cmtu rupa kn...mmg bongokk r dak2 llki klz yg trlibt dgn penghinaan tuk...nie pown ceja bertrima ksih sngt2 kat FF sbb kntoikn psl ape yg AF gitau kat dia...then skunk nie ceja tgh rase sngt2 geramm n marh btol dgn si AF...klau ye pown ceja nie ada gelarn seburukk tuh..x perlu lahh smpi sebarkn kat dak sek len...tuh leh mnjatuhkn air muka ceja tuh..then dsbbkn trlalu mrh tntg hal tuh...ceja lehh rase cm persaan2 yg ada kat atas tuh...argghhh...!!! x gne pny AF..!!

tp seharian dok pkir2 kat klz...tba2 time ckg K(ckg terhebat) msukk klz...dia pown bg advice2 yg brguna buat kteorg...n slh stu advice yg dia bg msetuh mmg kne ssngt dgn situasi yg ceja alami skunk nie.kata dia "kita mesti hidup dengan menjadi seorg yg HUMBLE.." haha..x tau larr tba2 ceja trasa dgn ayt yg dia bg tuh..so...ble dok pkir2 n renungkn..ceja rase...baik ceja maapkn je larr dgn penghinaan diorg tuh...biar pown aty nie rase sngt2 trhina..so better forget it je larr kn.."biar org buat kamoo n jgn kamoo yg buat org" huhuhu...pnghinann diorg kat ceja tuh biar allah je larr yg blz...lgpn yg diorg dok hina2kn tuh..ciptaan allah gakk kn...so x gne ceja nk mnghukum diorg...biar allh je larr yg blz pnghinan diorg tuh...lalala~

my school "open day" n my bestfriendz birthday..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YEAHH AZUE...!!! hohoho...today is my best frendz besday..huhuhu...so happy with u..thankz coz be my frendz...huhu..i know it when i'm form2 n after that we are very close n i'm very happy tp be frendz with her...although she was hostelist gurlz..but she not arrogant just like the other hostelist..then today is her besday..after the rest..she came with brought his besday cake that her mom buy for her...huhuhu...i look the cake was very delicous..secret recipe cake tuh...huhuhu...before this mmg dah mngidam sngt2 nk mkn..but...i forgot that i'm was fasting today...huhuhu..i'm so sad feel want to cry...huhu...i think i want to cancel my fast for eat the cake..but my frendz remind n prohibit me from do like that..huhuhu..i was very2 aggrieved at that time...huhuhu..i'm feel very sad n feel want to cry when look they eat the cake...huhu...suddently when i'm not expected...they was save the cake for me n give the cake to me for bring back at home n eat the cake when i'm was open my fasting..wow..then i'm feel very2 overwhelmed with her...n feel want to cry because she remember to me n tapau the cake special to me only eventhough other student also fast like me.....huhuhu..thankz yeahh azue for the cake...huhuhu..luv u so much larr..!!!

nie larr my frendz azue...my pic with azue at my besday prty..

huhuhu..then today...i'm was also want share about myselft in my school on "OPEN DAY"...huhuhu...today...my school was organize "Open day" for parentz to see our midyear exam result..huhuhu...from last night i'm was so scary about that...n i have told my mum n dad..about this open day,,,if they don;t want to came...it's ok larr...i don't care pown...but...when i told to my dad about this meeting...he decided to come on my school for this open day...huh..!! after my dad told me that he want to came..i'm so scary about that..coz my result is too bad lorhh...but..never mine larr..if my dad have decided taht..i have to accepted his decision...huhu...so..at school....when was my dad turn to see the teacher...i'm was very nerveous...huhu..then teacher show to my dad about my report card...huhu...so scary...my dad just silent n not talk too much...but i'm was very shock when teacher told my father that i alwyz on9 fb..wow..!! i'm was in speechless when tecaher told to my dad about this statment...huhuhu...so scary..then i'm alwyz worried that my dad must be scold when we go back at home...but....it's not like i'm think...at home...my father just not talk too much to me larr..huhuhu..i'm very2 grateful to allah coz my dad not scold me just like i'm think... then now...i'm feel so great now...hehe

hey..!!! .." somebody want to frendz with u.."

huhuhu.....today i wake up from my sleepy with no mood.. i don't know why...lately...my mood alwyz missing...since i fight with my best friendz...my mood alwyz change...sometime i will be ok..and sometime i will be no mood...then...last night i knowing that he was throw me from his frendz list..it's was make me more sad n feel bad...but his excuss is " just don't want u feel more horrible again" ..ahhh....nonsense glerr r excuss yg kamoo bg tuh...u know what...when u do like that...u just make me feel more horrible larr..!!! huh..!!

then...at school td...my frendz mrs N..say that later,she has somethng importnt want to tell me...huhuhu...hah?? somethng impotnt....i very weird with her...in my mind..i'm just think that what she want to tell me yeah..sound like very serious...

then at class..after our class have a  free time because techer not teach us...she come to my place n whisper about last night her frendz ask her about "who yeah ur frendz call syaiza"

then she said "she is my classmate friendz"...after that...she said to me that the boy want to friendz with me..ermmm...actually...i'm not interested to frendz with anybody now..expecially boy...i try to tell her that i'm not interested to frendz with anybody now since after what happend to me lately....but she try to make me acceptd his ,friendz request coz she knowing that i don't have many boy frendz in my fon...ermmm...i'm just can say...it's up too u larr mrs N...but before i say like that..i put a condition to her..if her friendz really want to frendz with please don't ever  have any feeling o touching2 when we are in frendz coz i'm so tired with all of this thing..

then...at the evening...when i'm in sleep...a new number from strangers come on my fon..i think mybe my frendz already give his my number coz the stngers introduced his name same like mrs.N say...huhuhu...but..i'm so tired to frendz with anybody right now larr..heyy boyy..sorry larr ye...i'm not intersted to frendz with anybody just now...so.. i'm sorry larr ye if i ignore your request to me...

it's enough larr i just have two frendz now...iaitu my AA frendz n FF frendz..i don't want to frendz with anybody again..coz now i want to appreciate all my friendz that i have beside me now..n i don't want to lose them againt just like i lose my best frendz last night..heyy u..thankz for your request frendz to me...but sorry i'm not interested that..eventhough mrs.N said that u are such a good n kind person...i think if u want to find a new frendz better u find someone else je larr ye..coz now i'm really2 don't have mood to frendz with a new frendz that i don't know who u are..huhu...i'm so tired to frendz with a strngers now... =(