my school "open day" n my bestfriendz birthday..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YEAHH AZUE...!!! hohoho...today is my best frendz besday..huhuhu...so happy with u..thankz coz be my frendz...huhu..i know it when i'm form2 n after that we are very close n i'm very happy tp be frendz with her...although she was hostelist gurlz..but she not arrogant just like the other hostelist..then today is her besday..after the rest..she came with brought his besday cake that her mom buy for her...huhuhu...i look the cake was very delicous..secret recipe cake tuh...huhuhu...before this mmg dah mngidam sngt2 nk mkn..but...i forgot that i'm was fasting today...huhuhu..i'm so sad feel want to cry...huhu...i think i want to cancel my fast for eat the cake..but my frendz remind n prohibit me from do like that..huhuhu..i was very2 aggrieved at that time...huhuhu..i'm feel very sad n feel want to cry when look they eat the cake...huhu...suddently when i'm not expected...they was save the cake for me n give the cake to me for bring back at home n eat the cake when i'm was open my fasting..wow..then i'm feel very2 overwhelmed with her...n feel want to cry because she remember to me n tapau the cake special to me only eventhough other student also fast like me.....huhuhu..thankz yeahh azue for the cake...huhuhu..luv u so much larr..!!!

nie larr my frendz azue...my pic with azue at my besday prty..

huhuhu..then today...i'm was also want share about myselft in my school on "OPEN DAY"...huhuhu...today...my school was organize "Open day" for parentz to see our midyear exam result..huhuhu...from last night i'm was so scary about that...n i have told my mum n dad..about this open day,,,if they don;t want to came...it's ok larr...i don't care pown...but...when i told to my dad about this meeting...he decided to come on my school for this open day...huh..!! after my dad told me that he want to came..i'm so scary about that..coz my result is too bad lorhh...but..never mine larr..if my dad have decided taht..i have to accepted his decision...huhu...so..at school....when was my dad turn to see the teacher...i'm was very nerveous...huhu..then teacher show to my dad about my report card...huhu...so scary...my dad just silent n not talk too much...but i'm was very shock when teacher told my father that i alwyz on9 fb..wow..!! i'm was in speechless when tecaher told to my dad about this statment...huhuhu...so scary..then i'm alwyz worried that my dad must be scold when we go back at home...but....it's not like i'm think...at home...my father just not talk too much to me larr..huhuhu..i'm very2 grateful to allah coz my dad not scold me just like i'm think... then now...i'm feel so great now...hehe

hey..!!! .." somebody want to frendz with u.."

huhuhu.....today i wake up from my sleepy with no mood.. i don't know why...lately...my mood alwyz missing...since i fight with my best friendz...my mood alwyz change...sometime i will be ok..and sometime i will be no mood...then...last night i knowing that he was throw me from his frendz list..it's was make me more sad n feel bad...but his excuss is " just don't want u feel more horrible again" ..ahhh....nonsense glerr r excuss yg kamoo bg tuh...u know what...when u do like that...u just make me feel more horrible larr..!!! huh..!!

then...at school td...my frendz mrs N..say that later,she has somethng importnt want to tell me...huhuhu...hah?? somethng impotnt....i very weird with her...in my mind..i'm just think that what she want to tell me yeah..sound like very serious...

then at class..after our class have a  free time because techer not teach us...she come to my place n whisper about last night her frendz ask her about "who yeah ur frendz call syaiza"

then she said "she is my classmate friendz"...after that...she said to me that the boy want to friendz with me..ermmm...actually...i'm not interested to frendz with anybody now..expecially boy...i try to tell her that i'm not interested to frendz with anybody now since after what happend to me lately....but she try to make me acceptd his ,friendz request coz she knowing that i don't have many boy frendz in my fon...ermmm...i'm just can say...it's up too u larr mrs N...but before i say like that..i put a condition to her..if her friendz really want to frendz with please don't ever  have any feeling o touching2 when we are in frendz coz i'm so tired with all of this thing..

then...at the evening...when i'm in sleep...a new number from strangers come on my fon..i think mybe my frendz already give his my number coz the stngers introduced his name same like mrs.N say...huhuhu...but..i'm so tired to frendz with anybody right now larr..heyy boyy..sorry larr ye...i'm not intersted to frendz with anybody just now...so.. i'm sorry larr ye if i ignore your request to me...

it's enough larr i just have two frendz now...iaitu my AA frendz n FF frendz..i don't want to frendz with anybody again..coz now i want to appreciate all my friendz that i have beside me now..n i don't want to lose them againt just like i lose my best frendz last night..heyy u..thankz for your request frendz to me...but sorry i'm not interested that..eventhough mrs.N said that u are such a good n kind person...i think if u want to find a new frendz better u find someone else je larr ye..coz now i'm really2 don't have mood to frendz with a new frendz that i don't know who u are..huhu...i'm so tired to frendz with a strngers now... =(

i got a msg from strangers....~

last nite i got a msg from a strangerz number...but i thinkk i can guess this msg from who..i late to read the msg coz i throw my fon away from me coz i hate to hold my fon now coz i know nothng importnant msg can got from my all frendz...coz both of them just busy with their life without me..n i know...i will never get a msg again from my best,best,best frendz after what i have done it ...yeahh...i know it's all my fault..i do a big mistake to u n make u hard to forgive me..but i can not refuse to let this happen... so i just can read ur msg with a big feeling awry u know...huhuhu...the msg said "sometimes we are not appreciate love...why?? becoz we are never feel suffer from a loss...sometimes, we can feel it love..but we still hard to trust it...why??? but we alwayz think negative about itself...sometimes..we are not realize our real heart that we are really2 love it...why??? because we are too "egoistic" to admit it...but.....when it hand that we alwayz hold suddenly are taken with others...what have we feel yeah??? 
~Do not directly remember its past, as it is in vain....so, we must appreciate people that want to sacrifice for us because it is our real love actually...~

huhuhu.... your words are very profound to me....ermmm....thankz for everything that u have done to me..
i will alwayz remember u as my best2 frendz that i ever had in my life...thankz for being my frendz before this..a good frendz like u is hard to find, difficult to leave n never be forgeting forever,,,~

arrrggghhh..!!! i'm very2 dispointed with u lorh..!!

huhuhu...i don't know why lorhhh...i think..now u have really2 changes...now i look u as a diffrent person or mybe like a stranger...can u tell me what is ur problem actually??? if u don't want to frendz with me anymore..just say lorhh..!! don't make me feel so horrible k...i hate u n very2 sad with u when u give me a text just like people don't have feeling...honest to me larr,,if u have any problem with me ...please tell me larr frendz...

if u still like that..mybe i will first stop to text with u n don't want to frendz with u anymore coz all ur word just make me very2 infuriated n make me lose my mood u know...huhuhu...u are really2 make me disspointed with ur attitude now.. i think..my old frendz that alwayz make me smile n happy was go on coz u are really2 like a stranger to me now..i hate to thing about that...don't worry lorhh frendz...if u don't want to frendz with me anymore.,..i will try to stop appear in ur life...n mybe not disturb ur life anymore...

why must all people that alwayz beside me n close with me must changes theirself ???

i luv all my frendz so much...!! i alwayz hope n pray that u all will back to ur olderself...n not just like now..huhuhu... i 'm tired to through this life again...huhuhu..please lorhh..my frendz...hope u all can back to ur older self..i really2 miss ur older self lorhh my all frendz ...huhuhu (T_T)

trjatuh gara2 merebut kerusi...hahaha :D

hahaha....entry kali nie msty klkr punyerlah coz kli ni ceja nk cter psl pengajaran yg ceja dpt utk hari nie..hehe..cter nye cmni..biasenye time fzk n kmia..kelz ceja x bljr kat dlm kelz..kteorg kne msuk kat makmal fzk o kimia utk belajr..then biasenye mse klz nie larr kteorg iaitu bebrapa dak2 llki n prmpuan...msty berebut2 nk msuk makmal dgn cepat coz nk berebut kerusi...kat makmal tuh kebanyakkn ada kaki kerusi yg pnjg...tp ceja x ske dok kat kaki kerusi yg pnjg tuh coz nnty x selesa karr sbb tnggi sngt...ceja ni dah larr tnggi..nnty dok kat kerusi tnggi lg larr nmpk tnggi..huhu..janggal larr ceja...sbb tuh larr ceja biase nye nk cari kerusi yg kakinye pndk sket...tp...kerusi tuh x bnyk ada dalm makmal...ada dlm 3 o o 4 jewp x slap...sbb tuh larr biasenyew kami berebut2 utk dptkn kerusi tuh..haha..mcm budak2 larr pulakk kn kteorg nie...pdhal dah f5 tuh..hehe..biase larr..nk cari keselesaan mse bljr..kn larr..jd bdk2 sket skali skla...hehe..tp...x tau larr knp harinie nsb baik ceja agak malang sket...sekli mse nk msuk makmal tuh ceja berkejaran ke kerusi yg ceja dah cop sblom msuk makml td...malang x berbau kwn ceja..si nafiz tuh lehh pulakk belokk dgn tba2 ,se nk cri kerusi..then ceja pown tersndung kaki dia then jtuh trsunggur kat makmal tuh..hahaha..tp nsb baikk larr msetuh dak2 x msuk makmal lg...so diorg x nmpk kejadian yg mnimpa ceja tuh...yg nmpk cme dua org dak prmpuan je...hahaha...lega..nsb baik dak2 llki x nmpk...lau x ceja msty jd bhan gelakk diorg coz ceja memang slalu di anti oleh beberpa dak llki klz ceja tuh...knp diorg anti ceja pown ceja x tau...tp biarlah diorg..aslkn diorg bahagia....huhu...so pengajran yg ceja dpt utk hari ni ialah jangan men rebut2 "kerusi pendek" lg time klz km n fz..kan dah jtuh tersunggur....nsb baik x de spe nmpk...hahahaha... :D

pengalaman pergi menembak..

rabu: 7.7.2010....

huhu...tu larr tarikh ceja kne pi mnembk kadet polis...kira cm pertandign jugakk larr coz ada lwn2 dgn dak2 sek larr....huhu...pada mlenyew ceja mmg xpi cam mlz nk pi coz ingtkn x de kwn...tp..uper2nye kwn ceja izatti prgi ke prtndgn tuh...so ksian kat dia tkot x dew kwn nnty..ceja pown join je larr prtndgn menembak tuh...ermmm...mle2 ceja ingtkn ceja x leh nk msuk dgn dak2 junior sek ceja tuh...tp x sngka rmai diantara mereka baik2 jgakk larr..so..ceja enjoy gakk berada disna...sek yg jd partner kteorg kli ni mrupkn sek men sri lalng.sek men t6 n sek men ulu belitong...huhu...sume sek mmg sek yg x best pny sek...x cm thn lpz...kteorg dpt dgn sek smart J tuh..haha..x nk skema2 plakk dak2nyew...ermmm...btw..ceja mmg enjoy berada disna...

pstu kami smpi di kluang dlm pkl 6...huhu..mle2 ingt nk tumpng ckg yg merupkn jiran izati utk pulang umah..tp ckg nye plakk x muncul2..last kteorg pulang mnaiki bas dgn prsaan yg hampa...haha...yg plinhg klkr..mse otw nk pi bustant tu..bleh plakk terserempak dgn 2 org polis muda yg sdang bertugas kn..polis kn biesenye sombong..tp x sngka plakk mse kteorg lalu sblh diorg..bleh plakk diorg than kteorg n tny mcm2 kn...gatai gakk polis nie...hahaha....mybe diorg brani tgur sbb kteorg pkai bju full uniform kdt pols gakk kot..haha..ape larr..huhu...then past bersoal jwb dgn polis tuh..kteorg pown truskn prjlnn ke bustnt...nie lg stu yg klkr...mse kat bustnt..trserempk lg dgn dua org pols yg nk pi brtugas...pstu blehh plakk diorg berhenti kn kteorg n tny kteorg mcm2 gakk...hahaha..ape larr..the.sempat lg polis2 tuh melawak dgn kteorg....sengal btol...haha

ceja bersma dak2 kedet polis stk yg kebnykkn nye dak2 junior..

di smping anem,nadia n spe ntah yg lg sorg tuh..(ceja yg tgh ddk tuh)

ceja tgh mngetuk kelonsong pluru...

vedio suasana semasa berada di sna...

Dua org dak URG telah membuka pintu aty mereka..

wahhh...nmpknyew dua org dak URG yg pling cute n pliang cun telah pown mmbuka pntu aty diorg utk trima someone special dlm hidup diorg..diorg nie gakk x pnh pown ada sebrang relation dgn spe2 sblom nie..kire x pnh kpel larr...hahaha...x sngka btol ye dah nk thn akhr di sek ni korank bru korank nk mula bljr utk buat sesuatu perubhan dlm hidup korank..emmm...btw...ceja tumpang gembira utk korank ye...

nie larr dia...fana a.k.a URG WHITE..yg merupakn dak pling lawa dlm group kteorg tlah pown in relationship bersama dak sek kteorg gak iaitu suhaimi....

hah.. yg nie pulakk tika a.k.a URG RED...dia nie merupakn dak pling2 cute kat group nie....dia nie x in relationship lg dgn dak sblh tuh iaitu arif...tp wat mse skunk nie diorg ialah scandal n pasgn pling popular kat klz kteorg coz dak llki nie pown stu klz dgn kteorg n dia ddk btol2 dpn tika n ceja dlm kelz...tp skunk nie walupn diorg x dew papew lg..tp..yg ceja plekk sngt2 tuh...hmpir kerap diorg date skunk ni..urmm..musykil2...btw diorg nie mmg psgn yg sweet..ceja jeles bangat seyh sma korank2..npe larr nsb ceja x sebaik tika kn..xpnh bejya jmpe the real luv one...ermmm....

ermmm...msty ada yg trtny2 kn ape dah jd dgn prjnjian yg kteorg pnh wat tu dlu...ermm...prjnjian tuh ceja wat mse awl thn...tp...disbbkn ceja lupe utk kompenkn btol2 dgn sume ahli2 URG yg len...so...skunk nie..prjnjian tuh telah pown dibatalkn..then sbb tuh larr URG WHITE dah pown in relationshp dgn suhaimi tuh...huhu...wlaupn prjnjian nie dah trbtal..tp ceja ttp nk cube utk x in relationship dgn spe2 smpi abiz spm nie..but...kdg2 tuh rase trign gakk jd cam diorg...tp...x brani r...coz kngn lampau still mnghntui diri ceja...huh..!! sngt menakutkn....ceja bnci sngt2 dgn insn yg bernma MR.R tuh..kemunculn dia dlm hidup ceja bagai mmpi ngeri yg ceja x kn lpekn smpi2 ble....huhu..

n lastly utk korank2...ceja harap korank happy sentiasa dia smpng llki plihn korank tuh..n hope korank x kn lpekn prshbtn kte walupn korank dah ada psgn ye..n yg pling pnting...ceja harap korank x abai kn pljrn korank wlaupn dah in relationship...ingt pesan ceja SPM FIRST..!!! aja2 fighting yeah..!!! sma2 kte wat yg trbaik utk SPM thn nie...hope kte sume akn brjya dpt result yg cemerlng dlm SPM thn nie..amin....