ermm...i'm really2 miss ur old self frendz.... (T_T)

huhuhu....don't know what is the problem but i think...there was something not right here....huhu...but i just can pretend all will be alright...huhuhu...so tired with all kind of this...pretend just like nothing happend around me...so hard....huhuhu..just make me feel more hurt n more horrible,..

argghhh...just cool ceja...!! i know u can through it....

but i'm feel so tired with all kind of this...

i want we back just like before....

i love our frendship very much...

but...u have change many things larr gurls...

huhu...reallly miss ur old self...

really miss my laugh frendz...

really miss ur smile...

really miss ur cute face when u laugh...

but now...i think i just lost it...

that guys was change u many things..

i hate him so much...!!!

just becoz of him...

u forget how to smile..

u forget how to laugh..

u forget about our frendship....

u forget about me..

u forget about my feeling...

u forget about our frendz,,,

n u forget about everything around u...(T_T)

ermmm....i really2 hope that i can understand ur situasion..yeahh..people in love..they must be not aware about theirself...about their changed...mybe that was right what one of our frendz tell me that " PEOPLE CHANGE " ...yeahh..that why u change....~ huhuhu...i hope u will quickly wake up n aware from ur dream..huhu...i afraid to lose u my best2 frendz...really miss ur old self.....~ (T_T)



p/s :  그에게 ... 내가 당신을 사랑 해요 ..하지만 ... 난 정말 당신을 기다리는 널 잊어하려고하기 때문에,,, 내가 정말 미안해 피곤 해요 ..huhuhu... (T_T)

boring day....bljr teori memandu kete..

huhuhu....arinie awl pg just wake up cam biase..se awl 7 pg dah bgun coz tngk dgr bnyk bsing ayh pi nk pi keje...7pg..?? haha..subuh?? ops...!! bkn xsbuh k..but cuti smentara jewp...hehe...

ermm..arinie sume org kat umah nk kuarr..kak1 ada camping utk ckg2 sek..
kakak2 nk pi library..
n mama..nk pi pasar..
then ceja..??? huhuhu...nsb baik ada appointment dgn ecah n fana utk study kat library sma2...huhu...so xde larr kne dok umah sorg2...huhuhu...~

smpi library...arinie nie study cm biase..kteorg wat study group akaun...huhu...pening pale...ble sume x phm soaln uh...otak sume dah blurr n jem....nsb baika ada si nolex yg pakar uh....terpkse brjln ke dia utk tny soaln...huhu...

then...kol 12 dah kne gerakk pi tempat kelaz memandu...huhu..arinie ayh suh pi kelaz teori slma 3 jam..kata ayh..biarr larr ceja dahulu kn lesen L dlu..pahal arini dah larr ada tusyen chemstry...terasa sngt2 lahh rugi x pegi wlaupn tusyen tuh membosankn....ceja dipkse oleh ayh suh amik lsen kete awl2..sdey btol...ceja nk tnggu past SPM...tp kata ayh nnty dia pny lthn mkin lma pulakk..ceja yg dok blurr2 x phm stu nie pown ikotkn je larr....dlm aty dok pkir gakk " wat pe amik lsen awl2...sdangkn lesen moto yg dah P tuh pown mmg bleh dikira bpe kali je digunakn...nie kat pulakk nk amik lsen kete...aigoo..~

then arini pi teori slama 3 jam..dah larr kat situ ceja x de kwn...sensorg je...bengang btol...org2 len sume dah tngk smcm..huhu....x suke nye kne amik lsen kete awl2..rase serabut je..coz kn ken pkir psl kete lg..SPM lg..argghh..terase sngt2 tertekan...!! hhuhuhu (T_T)

then td mse kat kelaz teori...dah larr kne tngggu lama....pastu kelaz tuh sejam je...bosann...~
lg dua jam dia suh tnggu n wat je ape2 yg ptot...bertambah2 bosannn...~
jam menunjukn kol 3.30...tusyen baru stat...lau ceja pi tusyen akaun mseuh msty dah dpt sket ilmu...ish3..
tp nsb baik ceja bwk keje akaun..so sempat larrr lg wat latihan akaun kat situ...
dak2 len tngk dah plekk...siap tny lg.."tgh jwb ujian ape"
haha...ceja pndg n snyum kn je dgn lidah kelu x tau nk ckp ape...~ huu~

ermm..esk pulakk dah kne practicle 3 jam utk kete...dah larr ceja x tau papew pasl kete ni...
huhuhu..x tau cmne nk hadapi ary esk...
semoga hari esk berjalan dgn lancar....huhuhu...~

SPM..?? erm....allhmdllh ceja sudah hampir nk bersedia...
tp still x abiz study...huhuhu..cuak nye...

lagi 28 ary je lg nk SPM...cuaknye...~ huhuhu...

가끔 난 항상 당신 가까이 기억 ..

하지만 ... 때마다 당신은 기억하고 싶은 것 ...

난 내가 당신 곁에 있었는지라고 생각 밖으로 난 빠르게 통과

당신이 내 마음을 닫으 못할 수도있는 동안 ...

난 니가 싫어 ...!! 당신은 날 더 비참하게 만들지 .. (T_T)